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Porcelain Lies

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These porcelain lies

Crafted with precision 
Fired with intention
Beautiful and frail 
All doomed to fail
In time the mask will shatter
And as the pieces scatter
You'll be left all alone 
With all the lies you've grown 
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It's still hard for me to directly talk about what has been hurting me these past months. I have talked about how the issues with Axent Wear and my co-founder has been very painful for me in the past year, but I also mentioned that what I am going through right now is worse than that. I noticed there has been some confusion, and people are assuming the pain I'm going through now is caused by my co-founder, it's not. She has hurt me a lot, but she did not cause the current pain I feel. 

I can't bring myself to describe the details, so I'll give an analogy instead. Imagine a priest who always preaches about being loving and kind, about helping people and the world. Everyone looks up to this priest, trusting him. Then you find out he has been repeatedly molesting children, and using the good priest act to get away with it. Especially for the victims, they are left broken and confused, blaming themselves, thinking maybe they deserved it, because it can't possibly be the kind priest who can do no wrong. 

This is the kind of lies I've uncovered about someone close to me, and it's making me doubt everything. It's so hard to trust again, but I know I will in time. There will probably be a few more art pieces related to this event in my life, but please don't worry about me anymore. I am already okay. The process of healing for me is to turn that pain into art, and through that process I will have conquered it.

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I love this one. Do you work on projects for others. Or can they purchase for groups and sites?

I will like to get your drawings.