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Rumination is an experimental work I did for my Interactive Narratives class. The story plays out like a choose your own adventure book, but no matter what you choose, it all leads to the same ending.

The story is not meant to say that we have no choices in life, but that there is no point in ruminating about a past that can't be changed. I use to waste away my days dreaming about what I could have done to save my parents' marriage, only to wake up to the realization that the past is gone, but I still have a future ahead of me.

At the Garden of Forking Paths I made a choice. No regrets. I look ahead.

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artislife512 Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Danisnotonfire: FEELS 
Zakatsukuyo Featured By Owner Apr 19, 2015  Student Digital Artist
Maybe it was a good thing that my parents separated before my birth...
EillaThePortalMaker Featured By Owner Apr 18, 2015  Hobbyist Artist
I fell so torn, no matter what I do nothing helps!....I hope I never have to fell this for real.........
Eternaldragonqueen Featured By Owner Apr 17, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
My parents never divorced, so I don't know how it feels, but this really shows how awful it can be. I've always just considered divorce the norm. People can talk to you about your parents and except them to be divorced. But that's not right, I think.
VoluptuaryPedant Featured By Owner Apr 17, 2015  New member Hobbyist General Artist
Bang OW! Right in the feelings
64killinninja Featured By Owner Apr 16, 2015  Student Digital Artist
This was really... well, it left me emotional that's for sure. Great job. :3
gojesser Featured By Owner Apr 16, 2015
You're a genius! :D
Ravengirl241 Featured By Owner Apr 15, 2015  Hobbyist Photographer
This really impacted me on a personal level...I am glad you made this and the 1000 words. 
monkeyman19t Featured By Owner Apr 10, 2015
omg i so sad
fronanc345 Featured By Owner Apr 9, 2015
Well. I feel... like a weight has been lifted off of my soul. Thank-you!
baileykat10 Featured By Owner Apr 9, 2015  Student Artist
I couldn't choose.
Between mother and father.
I live with my mother and have never met my father.
But that doesn't make a difference, in what could have happened if I had met him.
Beautiful art. Thank you for sharing with all of us.
Thefriendlywolf Featured By Owner Apr 8, 2015
I returned to this adventure book once again. It really touches deep about what is happening right now.
chiwawapower Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2015
 always used to blame myself for my moms death, I kind of still do but my sisters tell me it was from the cancer she had
(I still wonder if it truly was cancer or are they just lying to me)
JaiyaPapaya Featured By Owner Apr 4, 2015  Student General Artist
Sorcerer1800 Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2015  Hobbyist Artist
I couldn't choose.
My mom and dad always fight, but just refuse to divorce. 
It's hard to make a decision... 
I felt so small playing this, 
yet i felt like the world supports me. 
Yet I still can't choose.
Chihaki Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thepandacatgirl Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
is this how you feel?
Serafia-Sia Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I cannot understand how it is to feel in this situation but I think sometimes it is better if the parents get seperated and live their life but they should never forget their child/children. Sometimes I feel like all is coming down on me and that is because my parents have their arguments and it feels so wrong. It's their decision what they do with their lives but only hurt each other and despite that being together is cruel. Also they don't understand me and that hurts the most. It was always hard to stand it and I think it will be better if I begin to live my own life and let them do what they want. Sometimes it is better to live on your own than to live with your family.
Maybe you understand my view. On the other side it is better when the parents get divorced.
LordSammich Featured By Owner Apr 2, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
This pushes my Feels button
Everston Featured By Owner Mar 23, 2015
It's depressing, yet it's great.
MelanoTReX Featured By Owner Mar 20, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
GHOST3o0o Featured By Owner Mar 13, 2015
Cookie71266 Featured By Owner Mar 9, 2015  Hobbyist Interface Designer
I can relate almost perfectly. My mom isn't insisting I love her more. My dad is. Like the dad in this story.
Maximus-salo Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
holy cow this is touching and deep

wow like.. it's so simple but really meaningful
BubleElephant Featured By Owner Feb 26, 2015
When i started playing and reading it i just cried becouse you can't decide who you love the most becouse i love both the same way even though you get in fight's with them you love them them no mather what, sorry just needed to get it out 
XxJuliaAngelxX Featured By Owner Feb 25, 2015
is there a good ending?
pluieverte Featured By Owner Feb 24, 2015
This is very good! Touching! Awesome job!
CanaryAge Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2015
Incredible work! I'm happy to say I come from a happy family cannot relate to this story, but this is truly an amazing and thought provoking animation. 
Cookie71266 Featured By Owner Mar 9, 2015  Hobbyist Interface Designer
Lucky you.Really Sad 
littledeathchiled Featured By Owner Feb 11, 2015  Student Artist
wow......i am speechless. this is amazing, no more than amazing, words can not describe how amazing this is
KitsuneKageoni Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you.
monokuropalette Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2015
Thank you. This is beautiful.
Catbandz Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
I can TOTALLY relate with this, and it's just horrible. My dad, personally, would talk bad about my mother, pressure me into choosing which one to live with. He was a drunk, and had traumatic brain injuries that affected his actions. He promised me tons of things, like bribery, but then would make my mom and her family sound like villains. I almost believed him too, but I knew I shouldn't have to choose. I would cry nearly every night, and fall into a depression for nearly 3 years just thinking about it, the way he pressured me. I begged for death sometimes, if things got really bad. I was about 10 or 11. He would pressure me and say "When you turn 12, everything will change." If I even tried defending my mother and saying I love you equally, he'd get mad and slam his fist. He ruined my childhood, but he didn't ruin my life. I sometimes do feel regret, at what me and my family missed out on, as a whole, instead of a fraction. But I do think the divorce was right for our emotional welfare, and it was our best solution, not a perfect one. I realize now none of it was my fault, and it was his choice, not mine. I can wish for different in the past, or make what I wish for in the future a reality. It's time for my choice to affect me, not their choices.
MidnightTiger8140 Featured By Owner Jan 31, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
This is really beautiful. Thank you.
EricNyx Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2015  Hobbyist Photographer
Wow.. At the beginning everyone seemed so happy.. Then it got dark fast. I found out both of the parents's pasts and I found out about both of them.. I probably would chose the mother..
Chaosfired Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2015  Student Artist
If you 'played' it, you will both get bad endings because no ones happy, no one knows what they are doing. Everyones broken. The child [you] in this, have to choose who you love more, which is hard if you love them both.In the end, you will be upset because you think there's no use living this live anymore, not knowing what to do. Being cage like a bird, making hard decisions. it's really good, because it's about reality and stuff, I think. 
Deepereyes Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2015  Student General Artist
MustafaE3 Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
That was...outstanding. Quite spectacular, I'll say!
MeilieStark Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2015
crying like a big baby,,..i bow to your geniusly genuine mind...,,turning pain into greatness..,,speechless..,,keep it up
Wayfir Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
I dont hard ive cried...
KirBara Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
rainbow cry Cry forever SpongeBob (Cries) Miuna Crying Icon Cry Cry STITCH LLORA Llama Emoji-08 (Crying) [V1] Asuna Crying Icon Rikka Crying Icon
that my expression after watch this Romano (Cries) [V4] 
Fuji615 Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank You Yuumei
LovelyKokeshi Featured By Owner Jan 7, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
i miss my dad too, but at  the end, u're right, we cant change things like this
Akahiru Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
i love my dad but i live by my mum because my dad diedPikachu Crying Plz 
MustafaE3 Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
I offer you my deepest condolences. 'i'm sorry for your loss. Still, everyone is not without their share of sadness.
LazerNart Featured By Owner Jan 3, 2015  Hobbyist
I feel bad for people whose parents split.I think that my parents probably aren't going to split until they get too old (like my grandparents). Honestly, I think that they would split if money wasn't an issue, I can't tell how THEY feel but I think that there marriage ended a long time ago and it's just a 'paper-marriage' now.

Ahhh. If I say stuff in here that makes no sense like mixed up words or repeating sorry, I just can't concentrate with the music. Music-vs-Reading 
DemonFirez Featured By Owner Jan 3, 2015  Student Digital Artist
this is very meaningful an almost hurt to choose what i would in real life. i suffer as well from a broken family, but not one you might think. half my family want a divorce and the other half doesn't. i am one who supports the decision due to the verbal abuse. this was a very meaningful experience to choose the path one's heart truly desires. i think it was very well done and i hope all goes well for both you and the rest of the children/families that have to go through this.
Carved-Smile Featured By Owner Jan 3, 2015
Well I don't understand how divorce feels like but I know what it feels like to have a parent die
because of drugs

And only to find out years later he tried killing you and your family multiple times
younger-it Featured By Owner Jan 2, 2015  Student Traditional Artist
Oh wow... That was terrible. Choosing like that, even if it was just to see the end of this. It's... true though. We can't just stop and regret the choices we made. We have to live.
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